my favourite song...

Lil' Wayne Feat. Sean Kingston - I Am At War .mp3
Found at bee mp3 search engine

Jumaat, 23 Disember 2011

What i find about life...

Life is like stairs,
religion is like armour,
doa is like weapon,
knowledge is like light,
parents are like boosters,
friends are companions,
willpower is like trampoline that pushes you back up,
love is like a medikit...

Sabtu, 10 Disember 2011

life characters.....

some will be on the good side,
some will be on the bad side.

some will choose sides,
some will form sides,
some will be on both sides,
some will be on the winning side,
some will be neutral,
some will be not bothered.

when you are at the bottom,
some will show you the way up,
some will assists you until the top and say goodbye,
some will assists you until the top and stay with you.

When you are at the top,
some will keep you up,
some will kick you down,
some will just be a bystander

Selasa, 8 November 2011

how to relieve stress(upon request of my follower)

  1. Stop swallow breathing. Take a deep breath, as an immediate defense against stress. If you can get in the habit of realizing your stress level rising -- and then always taking a nice, deep breath every time you feel stress beginning to take hold, you'll have won half the battle just by preventing it from taking over. Don't just sigh; that is too often a sign of quitting or shirking a task.
  2. Create the habit of deep breaths: Why -- if you can get in the automatic reaction/habit of pausing and taking nice, deep breaths every time you feel stress beginning to take hold, you'll have won half the battle just by preventing stress from taking over.
    Create the habit of deep breaths: Why -- if you can get in the automatic reaction/habit of pausing and taking nice, deep breaths every time you feel stress beginning to take hold, you'll have won half the battle just by preventing stress from taking over.
    Visualize and communicate your vision.
    Visualize and communicate your vision. Whether you talk to a friend or talk to yourself, getting concerns off your mind will help a lot. If you don't feel like talking about it, write it down. Keep a journal and write down whatever it is that's bothering you. Writing is a therapy of its own.
    Laugh.
    Laugh. Rediscover your sense of humor by making fun of your situation and allowing others to laugh without anger or disputing. View it from your future self's perspective, telling this story to a bunch of your friends over pizza and soda. Laughter, whether it's yours or someone else's, is the best medicine--and it's contagious!
    • Crack some jokes.
    • Do your goofiest impression.
    • Tickle a child that you love.
  3. Get fit.
    Get fit. Perhaps your health and appearance are stressing you out, but even if they're not an issue, being physically fit can directly help relieve stress, which exists on both a mental and a physical level. Sometimes there's nothing like a long run, an intense yoga session, or a fresh swim after a stressful day to help you feel relaxed and stress-free again. Also, exercise releases endorphins; a feel good hormone. Chocolate releases endorphins as well (just only in moderation)!
  4. Be organized.
    Be organized. For the most part, stress arises from feeling overwhelmed. Use a planner to keep track of your "TO DO'S".There's just too much to do, and not enough time to do it. Being organized and getting your priorities straight can help you break responsibilities down into manageable pieces and focus on the things that really matter to you, rather than getting caught up in details and creating extra work for yourself--all of which leads to more stress.
  5. Soothe the senses.
    Soothe the senses. Light a scented candle that has a calming fragrance like lavender. Listen to your favorite, most relaxing music or, better yet, go somewhere that you can listen to wind rustle through trees or waves crash on the beach. Enjoy the scenery, whether you're outdoors or viewing an art exhibit. Drink some warm tea or taste--really taste--some dark chocolate. Treat yourself by getting a massage or, if you want to be alone, take a bath (bubbles are recommended).
  6. Be aware of your choices; you always have a choice.
    Be aware of your choices; you always have a choice.
  7. Learn to say no; you cannot do everything you are asked.
    Learn to say no; you cannot do everything you are asked.
  8. Learn how to delegate.
    Learn how to delegate.
  9. Be thankful.
    Be thankful. It does wonders for your state of mind.
  10. If you need to apologize to someone, and it will not make the situation worse, find a way to do so.
    If you need to apologize to someone, and it will not make the situation worse, find a way to do so. More importantly, learn to forgive, particularly to forgive yourself. Guilt adds pain to stress.
  11. Do nothing.
    Do nothing. That's right, folks, do nothing at all. Close the door, open the window, have a seat, and take a little break from life. If your mind is racing, learn to meditate and just let that stress go.
  12. Listen to music.
    Listen to music. Listening to music does wonders and is a great way to relieve stress, if it is not something that will make you feel worse. Listen to good songs that get you in a happy mood; and just forget about your problem. Music is known to be a significant mood-changer and reliever of stress. Ocean sounds tend to simulate calmness and serenity so, listening to a sound machine while lying down could help.
    Get a drink of water.
    Get a drink of water. If you're dehydrated that can lead to headaches, which just adds to the stress. So relax and get a cup of water.




    YOU CAN USE THIS TIPS IF YOU WANT TO.OR JUST GO AND HAVE SOME FUN(MAYBE PUTTING UP A FIGHT/DISTURBING SOMEONE/EG.)THAT WILL RELEASE THE STRESS.

Ahad, 6 November 2011

???Somethin'

  Sitting right in front of the monitor,thinkin',what the hell is wrong with me.I have been acting so weird lately.Since i was back home,I had this heavy feeling inside..... I missed her a lot.But I know,I need to restrain,keep focus to provide better future for my religion,parents,baby sister,and her...

   Just felt to write somethin' here.I was one of the students who originated from a class that topped the rank twice simultaneously when I was in form 5.Legendary class easy to say.We were like the senju/uchiha (if you see Naruto).At first,i did not even know who she is.I was top of my game back then.It all started when I met her with my best friend.She was his .......

   I did not really even care back then.I have always worked alone and never needed special someone back then.So,for two years I was with her without knowing who she is.Just saying hi and hello and keeping my dark side inside me,showing my intelligent and cooler side(I guessed so) to everyone including her.

   It was a day that I felt bored.I messaged my best friend and asked him his girl's number(Just to disturb.I was too bored).He warned me that she has a boyfriend(which is himself).I chuckled.I replied.,it is just you.You are no big deal.Gimme the number(LIKE A BIG CHAMPION).he gave the number.I started messaging her.She called suddenly.I was real afraid to answer a girls call infront of my parents.I was raised in words that girls are like poison.they will kill easily.That is the first day,I speak with her.

   Days gone later,she constantly messaged me and I constantly replied.She eventually tell me her problems with my best friend.I tried to solve her problems but I think I did not.I approached my best friend through sms and I do not know we started to argue and I suddenly feel so angry towards him and stopped contacting him afterwards.


  I constantly exploded and messed up.I even bring her down in my rage when I told her I wanted to be her boyfriend.I was so stressed in that time that I blowed so hard like a krakatoa.Then,we eventually got back together.At first,I fell for her because the urge to protect her.Then,I tried to stop loving her but I could not.It was a never ending brawl between me and my innerselve.Then,I discovered how lucky I am.She had changed a lot.She was more close to God and I told myself this girl could bring me happiness in my future and bring me nearer to God.So,instead disturbing her right now,I wanted to be a better man for the future to secure my religion,my family and her.........................
  
  

Jumaat, 14 Oktober 2011

I Remembered something...

         Weeks ago....


I downloaded an Islamic rap song.Men,it had a great tune and one of this lyrics got stuck in my mind.It Sounds like this..."ALLAH said 'Take one step towards Me and I will coming running to you'".At the instant I heard this,my heart felt weak.I felt useless.How My Lord loves me and what had i done to Him.Have I stand up to Defend His religion?

       Month ago....

I called my special someone.At first I thought I wanted to check her out but at the end I exploded.That very day,I actually lost my way.I fear of something that is not even guaranteed.I forgot my Lord.She was not well back then,but she still listens to me.At a breaking point,she told me "Why do you want to score 4.0Flat?I did not like what I am learning at first but I took it as an ibadat".I was dumbfounded.I babbled badly that i felt ashamed.I went back to my dorm and take my time to think.I felt stupid and useless.

      A year ago...

It was my trial SPM back then,I was shaking hard,my eyes turn red,I was not myself,I was pressured at the extend my health started to deteriorate.I called my parents as I used to.Skip to the point,my father talk to me at that time.He detected my fear and under pressure.He told me "Do you remember what Naruto's dad told Naruto when they both met?" I said "No".He replied "he told Naruto that he believed in Naruto.That is what I am going to tell to you right now.I believe in you.Give your best shot tomorrow".My tears flow from my tired eyes.After all bad things i had done to them(my parents).They still believe in me..


What I had written up here is phrases that changed my life as a whole.Each and everytime I remembered these phrases,I feel like I was a damn fool back then and I had to get back to my Lord.I knew this and everything he gave in my life is His job.SO......

THANK YOU ALLAH,I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH..